my eyes are heavy today. i just woke up two hours ago and already need a nap. i just keep telling myself that everything will be okay and everything will work out for the best. no matter what happens...
i guess we officially start moving today. meaning i'll probably be up late and tomorrow won't be fun, but it'll be good to start getting this over with.
i remember when this city used to be so amazing to me. it wasn't all that long ago, either. two years maybe? i used to walk around with my eyes opened wide. now i'm just kind of... disinterested. sure, there's plenty i don't know about in this town. and oodles of adventure i have yet to experience, but it just doesn't feel like enough.
i feel change coming on. it's time for me to start feeling better about myself. i am finally making money so i actually have some options.
1. pay off debt. this is always a goal. ugh fuck my spending habits.
2. get a gym membership
3. pay off school
4. do something fun. like yoga. or martial arts. for realz though.
5. fall asleep in a tanning bed. i know i make fun of girls who do it but jeez, my legs are disgusting white.
6. go on a loose diet.
7. pull some a's in my classes
8. clean out and update my wardrobe
9. figure out some sort of actual style for my hair, cause right now i look like a third grader whose parents don't give two shits about haircuts.
i deserve to feel good about myself. now if only i could make it so there were more hours in the day i'd be set.
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